It has been a while since I have blogged.
I have had some awesome things happening in my life. I will say that the last few weeks have been great moments for reliance on Jesus. In the past 4 weeks I have…
- Experienced one of the most emotional draining moments of my life
- Learned and got to practice Christ’s forgiveness at a level that I never thought I would need or encounter
- Been more excited about people in my life and investing in them and believing that Christ is going to do great things through them
- Really started realizing more that I don’t need to compare myself to others and think I’m good because Jesus is the One I should compare myself to
- Learned that my step that Jesus is calling me to take isn’t everyone else’s step (for example: if God told me to not listen to certain songs then I shouldn’t make that the standard for everyone else and hold them to that) God deals with different things in our life and we need to be helpful and patient with each other.
- Learned just how hypocritical I can be while wanting to judge someone. They may be addicted to drugs and I could be angry with them wandering how they could do that when at the same time I can’t put the computer down for more than 5 minutes and I’m missing out on quality time with real people (not just facebook friends) and seeking Jesus.
It’s going to be a big year of change for me. Scared / excited… plus I’ll be 30. Dang… yet a guy told me today that I looked 21. Jesus started his earthly ministry at 30 so I can begin new things at 30. Jesus didn’t marry though… I won’t be following Jesus example in that area of my life. I will say that I will not fear, but will walk through things this year with courage. ~ Joshua 1:9 (Message) “Haven’t I commanded you? Strength, courage. Don’t be timid, don’t get discouraged. God your God is with you every step you take.”
